grumbles

sem break is over.
and this week is already the 10th week of the semester.
6 more weeks the semester will be ended.
though there are many assignments waited to be finished, i still cant concentrated on them.
i am stressed out.
feel like crying now.
it has been a long time that i never felt so stressed like this way since the first semester i was in limkokwing.
i sit in front of the computer but most of the time i just stare at it and doing nth.
there is nobody that i can talk with as i know i am nt the only one person who is feeling stressed, everybody is stressed.
no one will have so much time to waste on listening others' grumbles.
me neither...
somemore i dun feel like talking to others except my very few close friends who are very busy too.
i dun know why i am so emotional.
sometimes i hate myself to be like that.
i havent slept well recently.
i lost the appetite.
i just took one meal the whole day yesterday, which was my dinner,
i know i shouldnt be like this at this time.
but i just cant do anything.
oh pls come back, my motivation.
i need you! urgently!
hope that i will have mood back after this post.
dun know what to write ald.
maybe i should stop here and go back to my work.
V.P. go go go! pluck up your spirits!