i am lost

i think i am lost.
i lost all the directions suddenly.
i just hope that everything is going in the right way.
because i hate the feeling of regret.
i hate the feeling when everything which i manage to handle is out of my control.

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i have been thinking about this for quite a long time.
even so i still couldn't make a decision.
because i am a particular person sometimes.
i choose to be fussy instead of making a rash decision.

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i am sick of it.
i wish to walk away without turning back again.

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laoranjia, i am confused.
i need help even if there is nobody can help me.
i want an answer.
who can show me the answer?