nothing else left

don't know what to write...
i am just empty-minded now.
and i am always like that.
don't know what to do suddenly.
i lost all the thoughts.
my brain is blank now.

i have a headache.
i am very tired of those things that i used to do suddenly.
i am very stressed.
i am too afraid that i cant do it well.
i am too afraid that i cant handle it.

those are what i want to do.
those are what i like.
but i am just afraid of them suddenly.

there is a long long way to go.
i cannot stop here.
i have to carry on.

so let me rest awhile.
and i will keep going on later.
hope that it wont be too late.
hope that i still can catch up.

pluck up V.P.!
you can do it!