我是傻子

什么时候开始，我学会了用复杂的方法解决简单的问题？
三更半夜跑去冲凉，只为了让自己清醒一点。
重复听着同一首歌，只为了让自己看清一些事。
躺在床上却不睡觉，只为了感受属于夜晚的宁静。
我很无能，面对很多事，我都束手无策。
我不知道，我现在站在什么位置。
我很满足于现在的安稳，却依旧对一些不可能的事抱着奢望。
很矛盾，是吧。
今天，我回想过去、计划着明天。
明天，又回想今天、计划着后天。
日子周而复始，一天一天的过去，重复着同样的模式。
回忆一天一天的堆积，却始终覆盖不了那一段。
已经很久没有喝酒了，喝酒对身体不好，伤肝伤脾。
却依旧常常熬夜，依旧伤肝伤脾。
很矛盾，真的。
我是真的恨想睡，只是睡不着。
我的心一直定不下来。
我是真的，很执著。
执著着一些别人不会懂的东西。
因为我是个傻子，没有用的傻子。
因为我明知道不可能，还是继续作梦。
因为我白痴得可以将睡眠时间浪费在无意义的事上。

放假了

年中考终于过去了，众所期待的假期也到来了。
考完试本来应该是很轻松的，我竟然忙到爆。
一堆东西一下子全部跑出来，等我去解决、等我去做。
这个假期，感觉不到我是在relax，像在备战多一点，因为统考要到了。
补习、学校补课（化学）、协会活动、班聚...
班刊、电脑展project...一堆的东西要忙。
不知道这个假期做不做得到我之前原本要做的那件事，我一直希望它可以顺利进行。
虽然拖到现在，即使此刻都还没有开始。但是我还是希望这个假期可以把它完成。
接下来还要忙校庆筹款、找校外义卖（虽然这项非强迫性，但是还是要认真看待）、忙班级义卖、校内义卖。
过后可能会有一天要弄毕业刊DVD的东西，虽然只是可能而已，但是总的看起来，这个假期不轻松。
像是会忙不完的样子。我是有三头六臂吗？还是我是超人？？？
算了，难得的假期，应该开心才对！
所以，请我一起大声欢呼“假期万岁！假期万岁！假期万岁！”。
好像有点废...

Daniel Powter - Bad Day

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Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion s gone away
And I don t need no carryin on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You re faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life s been way off line
You re falling to pieces everytime
And I don t need no carryin on

Cause you had a bad day
You re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don t know
You tell me don t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don t lie
You re coming back down and you really don t mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don t need no carryin on

You had a bad day
You re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don t know
You tell me don t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don t lie
You re coming back down and you really don t mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the brink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I m not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don t know
You tell me don t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You ve seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day

You're Beautiful

erm... just like this song very much, and there were many feelings came out when i was listening to this song. James Blunt's voice really touched me. what a nice song to me. erm... the lyrics said so many that i thought of my things. that feelings just cant fade away, no matter how.
anyways, lets enjoy the song.


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James Blunt - You're Beautiful

My life is brilliant. 我的生命很精彩

My life is brilliant. 我的生命很精彩
My love is pure. 我的爱很纯真
I saw an angel. 我看到了天使
Of that I'm sure. 这个我肯定
She smiled at me on the subway. 在地铁里她对我微笑
She was with another man. 虽然她和他一起
But I won't lose no sleep on that, 但是我不一定输，辗转一夜后
Cause I've got a plan. 我（以为）有了可行的办法

You're beautiful. You're beautiful. 你好美！你好美！
You're beautiful, it's true. 你真的好美
I saw you face in a crowded place, 在拥挤的地方我看到你
And I don't know what to do, 我不知道应该做什么
Cause I'll never be with you. 因为....... 我们不能在一起！？

Yeah, she caught my eye, 我注视着她
As i walked on by. 缓缓的走过
She could see from my face that I was, 她应该可以看到我脸上难以掩饰的激动和兴奋
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again, 我想我是不会再有机会看到她
but we shared moment that will last till the end. 但是我们分享了这个永恒的瞬间

You're beautiful. You re beautiful. 你好美！你好美！
You're beautiful, it's true. 你真的好美
I saw you face in a crowded place, 在拥挤的地方我看到你
And I'don t know what to do, 我不知道应该做什么
Cause I'll never be with you. 因为....... 我们不能在一起！？

You're beautiful. You re beautiful. 你好美！你好美！
You're beautiful, it's true. 你真的好美
There must be an angel with a smile on her face, 她有天使般的笑容，
When she thought up that I should be with you. 或许我“应该”和她在一起
But it's time to face the truth, 但是.......事实是
I will never be with you. 我们不可能在一起 ！！

昨天

昨天考完物理过后，我们就去了CS的secret recipe，帮高妹滢妹妹庆祝生日。
算是难得，几乎都到齐了，除了珈宜因为不舒服没办法去，所以总共有11个人帮她庆祝。
但是昨天我没有玩得很尽兴，可能是因为太累的关系吧。眼睛一直在打架，还一直慌神，幸亏过马路没有被车撞，真是多谢老天的眷顾，一定是平时好事做太多了。
不过昨天晶滢就没有那么幸运了，昨天生日，还被训导主任捉到她头发过长和戴耳环，是衰的咯（学晶滢讲话的pattern）。
那个训导主任也是很厉害，我们围在一起聊天，完全没有留意到她，就咻一下出现在我们面前，手脚真的是快的咯（又在学晶滢）。可能是因为晶滢太高了（174cm的高挑身材哦），太抢眼了，所以才会被主任看到。唉，算了，晶滢节哀吧。
这次出来，算是小聚吧。大家还在secret recipe帮晶滢唱了四个版本的生日歌，感动吗？说起来也很久没有跟思婷和小燕卿出来玩了。高三大家都忙。难得的聚会，一堆女生聚在一起，还能干嘛？当然是gossip啦。不过昨天我真得很累，所以也没有什么参与对话。过后跟a milk milk还有小丽先离开餐桌，去走走。
逛了大概半小时过后便跟大家会合，就回家了。晶滢，不好意思，没有准备礼物。考试很忙。sorry!
生日快乐，滢妹妹。要永远开心！