好久不见

我还是回来了。
我想我的生活终究离不开文字。
没有了文字的生活，我无法想象。
三个月过去了。
发生了很多的事。
而我也改变了很多。
我无法去衡量这些是好的抑或是坏的改变。
而总结是，我依旧过得很好，只是更忙了一些。
我还是那个我。

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有太多的事，我说不清。
我没有办法对别人说清楚。
连我自己也不愿去相信它发生了。
感觉这回事，对我而言像是个变数。
我相信会改变的。

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有些事，没有情做不来。
我不是机器人。
只是，之间的平衡点需要拿捏恰当。
也唯有如此才能走得更远。
我很明白这是现实。
很冰冷的现实。

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茫然，还是要走。
或许到了前面就会有方向了。
总好过停滞不前，对吧？

Westlife 《Why Do I Love You》

这是很久很久以前我很喜欢的一首歌，大概有接近8、9年了。
这是Westlife第三张专辑里面的一首歌，不是主打，但我还是觉得它很动听。
无意间再次听到，心情却不像以前那般波动了，少了那份悸动。
还记得那段bridge，当时的我甚至喜欢到抄进周记里面。
而今想起来，也只能莞尔一笑，却再也想不起更多地回忆。
或许那段时期真的过了，我不再年少。
是否意味着我长大了？
抑或是仍徘徊在长大的路上？（笑）

Suddenly she's Leaving
Suddenly the promise of love has gone
Suddenly breathing seems so hard to do
Carefully you planned it
I got to know just a minute to late, oh girl
now I understand it
All the times we made love together
Baby you were thinking of him
Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Ain't gonna show no weakness
I'm gonna smile and tell the whole world I'm fine
I'm gonna keep my senses
But deep down when no one can hear me
Baby I'll be crying for you
Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Can't go back
Can't erase
Baby your smiling face oh no
I can think of nothing else but you suddenly
Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)

这是一种

超级无敌霹雳的累。

开工大吉

今天开工了。
假期~撒哟呐啦~
哈哈，新山两个星期后见。

我

很難過。