我在忙

这个时候我还在忙。
新年快到了，可是我很没有感觉。
明明很应该期待的新年我却感觉不到一件气氛。
可能是因为我在cyberjaya的关系吧。

xxx

我的头脑要爆炸了。
怎么办好？
很多事都还没有做完。
欠人的东西也还没有做好。
是怎样？
一天给我36小时不可以哦？
知不知道我的时间很不够？

xxxx

i miss you suddenly, mum.
i dun know what to say.
i know i am nt good enough as you expect always.
thx for what you have given to me.
i really appreciate it.
i dun know what can i do for you.
sometimes i just hate myself for making you sad.
do u know, i love you, i love this family although you dun think so.
i just want to be independent but nt trying to escape from the family.
so pls dun be sad, i still love you all but in a different way.